Bittersweet Last Day

flowers from my boss :)

Today was my last day of work and it was so bittersweet.  I'm happy to be away from all of the terrible temptations but I'll definitely miss the new friends I've made.

Unfortunately, with my departure, came a binge.  I am so uncomfortably right now that moving is a huge effort and kind of makes me want to vomit.  I'm not proud, especially since I haven't binged in a very long time.  :/

Other than that, I don't have much to say.  I thought today was going to be a good day, but I didn't realize that leaving my job was going to be as sad as it was.  I didn't realize that I'd made any impact on anyone in the short time I'd been there (7 months) but I found out that people there actually liked me.  I never knew.  Guess that is part of my self esteem issue that I hope to someday overcome.

Tomorrow is weigh in and it won't be pretty.  I haven't worked hard at all this week but hopefully with the new week and new month and no job to interfere with my goals, I'll be back on track!  Here's to me!