I was pretty sore last night and this morning due to my run yesterday. I took a rest day today so I could catch up on some much needed housework. I am so looking forward to my job ending on May 31st. At least my house might look presentable and the laundry and dishes will stay caught up. I tell you what, three young boys and an adult man sure make for a lot of laundry and dishes. It seems like there is always someone eating something or someone changing clothes (I swear, you'd think Kaiden was a girl with as often as he changes his clothes during the day).
Tomorrow I have three miles on the schedule and I'm already dreading it. :/ This is really not good. Thankfully, I'll be talking to my running friend tomorrow as well and hopefully she'll be helping me out with whatever it is my problem is. I know, I'm such a Debbie Downer anymore. LOL ;)
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| lunch: egg white breakfast "tacos" |
I've still been keeping track of my calories, though I haven't been posting a log on my posts. I just figured they were kind of boring and it was just as easily for me to track them a scrap paper or notepad on the computer. I definitely went way over on Saturday and Sunday and yesterday I was over by a couple hundred. :/ I'm over what I'd like to have on a rest day, but for some reason I never felt satisfied. I didn't binge, though and I made healthy choices, except for the ice cream I had after Brandon's spring concert tonight..
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| snack: pb2 and pretzels |
I really need to get my eating under control. I just don't know why I'm so hungry all of the time. :/ I keep telling myself that I've come so far and I never thought it'd happen, but now I need to really kick it in gear and finish what I've started! Perhaps I'm putting too much pressure on myself. I have come really far but I really want to lose these last 35 pounds once and for all!
I had to take a rest day yesterday too because my upper legs were so sore from Monday's c25k run. Although I was disappointed in myself because I ate things I shouldn't have...but I stopped myself after a couple of handfuls. I too just keep saying..ive come this far...that Ive done this once before... this time seem so different though. I dont know if its because Im trying to lose pregnancy weight or because Im not 22 anymore or what lol. But it seems awfully hard this time around! Keep it up! We will all get there!
ReplyDeleteI feel ya! It just seems so hard, but I know there is a healthier girl in there somewhere. It's not always about losing weight - if I don't get control of my eating, I'll never maintain, either. Food is a serious struggle. But we WILL get there! :) You're right!
DeleteYou have come really far!! You're doing amazing! My eating has be pretty out of control also- I'm not sure what it is. It's like you're totally on track and all of a sudden you fall off the wagon. Happens to me a lot unfortunately.
ReplyDeleteAnd I ALWAYS dread working out. I hope your running friend will have some great advice.
I feel like I'm losing and gaining the same few pounds over and over. It's super frustrating. :/
DeleteWe all have times like these. Keep your head up!
ReplyDeleteP.S. Those egg white breakfast tacos look amazing!
They weren't too bad, but there were missing something, I'm not sure what, though. :/
DeleteI'm excited for you to talk to your running friend! She'll have lots of good advice for you I'm sure. Good luck with the 3 miles! Once you get past that you can do anything (that's how it works for me at least).
ReplyDeleteI have 4 miles scheduled on Saturday, which is my longest run so far. I hope you're right!
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